Please

I know you wanted the best for me ! I know you want me to have better future ! I know you love me ! I know I know ! But please don't force me to do the things I don't wanna do. What's the point I studying till here if all you want me to do is stay there ?? It useless you know. It's true I can bring the knowledge there but I need some experience to survive. I need money to do whatever I wanna do. I needs my own assets. And the most important thing is I need to pay all debts. I don't want to depends on both of you for my entire life ! Please, gimme chance to molding my own future. It is not I am arrogant but please understand me. I need both of you to understand me and know my feelings. Please please please :( :( :( I will pay all of your hardworking, loves, and all things that both of you have done for me from my first breath in this world. Lots of love for both of you xoxo